And I Am Telling You I'm Not Going

It's amazing how much we can delude ourselves into believing we're actually over somebody, only to have reality come crashing down over our wall of delusions. I thought I was over Nathaniel, but then I saw him at Rayn on Friday, and just the idea that he was flirting with Chris and had obviously driven him, therefore making it easy to just drive him home made me really want a drink. So I had one, and danced some more. And then I was told by Evan that I'm great, but he doesn't like me. Great night altogether.